Missy stood in the dressing room, a pile of clothes that
Soul had picked out for her slumped onto the bench in front of her. Soul stood behind her, in the open
doorway.
“Wow, clothes sure have changed since I was alive.” She
picked up a sheer blouse, lifting it up to the overhead light.
“When was that, exactly?” Soul leaned against the doorway,
her arms crossed in front of her ample chest.
“I’m not entirely sure, actually.” Missy continued to fish
through the stack of clothes, looking for something that was more her
style. She wasn’t having much luck. “You
know, compared to Gus and Nando, you have taken the whole Guardian Angel thing
pretty well.”
“Guess I always believed that angels existed.” Soul stepped
into the dressing room, and picked up a pink halter-top. “Here, try this on.”
“I don’t know.” Missy glanced at her wings. “I still haven’t figured out how to make
these things go away.”
“Well… just try to imagine that they aren’t there.”
“Really?” Missy couldn’t help but shake her head. It couldn’t be that simple. If it was that simple Mama would have told
her that when she was having her little bug spray induced return to
heaven.
“Just try it.” Soul gave her a look that would have frozen
fire.
“I guess it wouldn’t hurt.” With a shrug Missy closed her
eyes, and imagined her that her back was smooth, and the wings were tucked away
someone deep inside of her.
When she opened her eyes, and turned towards the mirror she
was shocked to see that the wings were nowhere to be seen.
“Wait, how do I get them back?” Missy could feel the panic building up inside
of her. What if she just majorly screwed
herself over, and could never fly again?
“Do I even need to say it?” That look never left Soul’s
face.
Missy didn’t even reply.
She kept her eyes open this time, just to make sure. She imagined her wings springing from her
back, and just as she formed the image in her mind, they appeared.
“You’re a genius!”
Missy turned, wrapping her arms around Soul.
Soul hugged her back.
She froze for a moment.
How long had it been since someone had hugged her? Really hugged her? She couldn’t remember. As hard as she tried, she couldn’t remember
the last time someone had actually held her like that. It wasn’t a romantic hug, but just that
close, friendly touch.
Had her mother hugged her?
A boyfriend maybe? She didn’t
know. She was sure that her mother had
hugged her at some point, but no matter what she couldn’t recall it.
“Sweetie, are you okay?” Soul pulled away slowly, and Missy
was disappointed for the hug to end.
“Yeah, why?” When she spoke she was shocked at the sound of
her own voice. Was she crying? “Oh…”
Without saying another word Soul pulled her back into the
hug. Missy couldn’t control
herself. She started balling her eyes
out, right there in the dressing room.
She hadn’t felt sadness in so long, or loss. To have all those emotions come flooding back
to her was a shock, but in a way, it was a welcomed shock.
After about a minute Missy let Soul go.
“You better?” Soul
brushed a stray hair off of Missy’s forehead.
“Yeah.” Missy smiled
and wiped her cheeks with the back of her hand.
“Yeah, I am.”
“You were young, weren’t you?” As Soul spoke she began to
fish through the pile of clothes.
“I guess I was.”
Missy looked in the mirror and tried making her wings disappear and
reappear a few times. “I’ve been an
angel for a while, at least I think it’s been a while. Anyways, your memories kind of fade away the
longer you’re off the earth. I do think
I was in college, though, or maybe I was getting ready to go to college.”
Soul just nodded her head, and Missy could see a small
shimmer on Soul’s cheek. She didn’t
mention it.
“Here,” she lifted a pale blue V-neck T-shirt up to Missy, “try
this one on, and…” she looked back at the pile, “with these jeans.”
“Okay.” Miss smiled,
taking the clothes from Soul.
“I’ll wait outside while you get changed.” Soul quickly left
the dressing room, closing the door behind her.
Once Missy was alone she began to undress. As she did, she watched herself in the
mirror. Her body was whole again. It was familiar, and yet the feeling of being
solid, of being something real made her body seem somehow foreign.
She rested her hand on her bare stomach, and the sense of warmth
she felt under her palm nearly made her jump.
She wasn’t supposed to feel this, or be this way. She was supposed to be an invisible entity
that gently guided her project towards their intended goal. Yet, here she was, whole again.
After she put on the clothes that Soul had picked she
stepped out of the dressing room.
“What do you think?” She held out her arms, and gave a
little twirl.
“Almost perfect.” Soul walked over to her.
“Almost?” Missy looked at the woman, slightly confused.
Soul reached up, and pulled the hair ties from Missy’s
pigtails, letting the hair fall loose against Missy’s neck.
“There we go.” She
gently placed her arms on Missy’s and turned her towards the mirror. “You’ll blend right in.”
Missy gasped. She
looked… she looked human.
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