Does that mean I give up all together? Never! To admit defeat would mean giving up on something that I am passionate about. Sure, it drives me nuts, frustrates me to no end, but it pushes me to try and get more and more projects done.
This ends up being how I handle things in my life. I let myself get to the point where I want to scream, and then I grit my teeth and push forward. I say "screw it" and dive head first into whatever unknown future I may find.
The only exception to this rule is finding a job. I'm frustrated, but I'm also scared. Scared that I'll make the wrong choice again, and then have to start over again.
This isn't a process I wish to go through multiple times!
So I'm just wondering how long it'll be till I just say screw it, and leap. How long will all this "soul searching" last before the fear fades and I take a chance?
Well, at least I finished my video game.
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